My Nana found peace yesterday. I feel such as strange mix of sadness and happiness that she is no longer in pain. It’s hard to know which way to feel and all I can say is how glad I am that I visited last month. Mostly, though, I feel sad for my dad and my uncle. My mom means everything to me and I can only imagine how they are feeling – are they feeling a little lost? Maybe the world feels a bit emptier and lonelier?
How do you say goodbye to your parents? I know the loss I feel, but how are they dealing with it
School has taken a turn for the better and I am preparing to head into my last year of it starting in July. The class I’m in now is a misery, but it’s only 8 weeks and then I’m done.
Work? Well, it the same and yet different. Potential changes in how things are done could be coming up. I don’t know if they will actually be done or if it is more talk and little action. No idea. I have a lot to do and I’m feeling a bit at sea. Did I pursue the other option? No… I wussed out. The truth is that I have put so much time in to learning this new field. I’ll get through August and see what I think. Perhaps it will be a month at a time until I find some peace…
I have more to say and there are adventures with the kids that are coming up, but right now I’m tired and I just want to sit. A little non-thinking time would be good.
moonfire signing off