I’ve been awake since 4am. I can’t begin to describe how much I don’t want to go to work. In a few minutes I’ll drag myself away from the computer, shower, putter around the house and finally walk on in to the office. In the two or so hours I’ve been awake, I’ve continued the [...]
Archive for June, 2008
Hiding out, knowing I need to go to work
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged career apathy, depression, frustration, hating my job, recovering from surgery on June 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Boy am I tired
Posted in Uncategorized on June 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’d love to come up with something clever to write, but honestly? I’m still just trying to find some way back to a routine. It’s back to work tomorrow, although thankfully it’s a short week due to the holiday. Still, going back to work when I still don’t feel like myself kind of sucks. It’s [...]
So here we go
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged family, life, Novasure, renewal, tubal ligation, woman on June 25, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I’ve been in a pretty heinous depression for the last few weeks and it seemed to peak a few days ago. I took some active steps and I got some sun, now I’m feeling better but I can sense that edge, that emotional fragility that I’d rather do without. It happens. It actually happens a [...]
Two things, significant
Posted in Uncategorized on June 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
First, my surgery count-down is now to one day. I have the pre-op appointment with my doctor today and then tomorrow I go to the hospital. I think I’ve finally found peace with my decision. For some reason, now that I’m here, I feel ready. I read up on the one procedure, Novasure, and the [...]
A brief update
Posted in Uncategorized on June 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ll have to make this one relatively short since I’ve got a lot to do (sort of) before I’m out Wed-Fri of this week.
I’m doing better. I got two applications in for promotions. Mum took me out for lunch on Friday and we had a good talk about things. I’m still stressed, but I always [...]
Vagaries
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged balance, change, depression, family, fatigue, life, work on June 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m a bit lost these days, I have to admit. I have no energy. I am lethargic and feel worn out on everything, not just work.
Yes. I would qualify it as a depression, but I don’t think it’s something generated from internal issues. In other words, I don’t think it’s some physiological problem, although lack [...]
Juno and a rainy day
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged childbirth, family, Juno, kids, parenting on June 3, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I watched the movie “Juno” yesterday. What a fantastic movie! I’m not sure I know where to begin, although it bears noting that I cried at several points during the movie. It’s not a sad movie, so don’t get me wrong about it. It is quirky, strange and so real that it hurts. The dialog [...]
